The Demon Wolf

it was like the wolf in the story
first it grew inside of grandmother
a tiny thing with fangs and rough fur
making her bleed
then it grew larger and spread to anther place
the woodsman tried to cut it out but it left him rocking on the floor
wailing, with his head in his hands
he staggered into the night crying that there were demons
he was right but i hated him for saying it
finally it grew so big it ate her
i got down on my knees and asked it to eat me too

she was as tiny as a child lying in my arms inside of it
the smell was foul and i tried to breathe through my mouth
our skin and hair were slick with blood and entrails
i waited for the woodsman to come and rescue us
but he was long gone
staggering to his mother's bed

grandmother turned to me and whispered
"darling, what are you doing here? you do not belong here"
"come with me," i said
her eyes suddenly flashlights in the gloom of its belly
i saw her smile and shake her head
"everything will be all right"
she gestured to her body
"except for this
go now"
at the last moment i took my axe called poetry
and cut my way out
the demon wolf dissolved around her
but she was gone
i bathed her body and kissed her cheek and dressed her in fresh linen
i buried her in the garden
where the red roses grow
and no demons are allowed, no more


  • Exitonpch Tuesday, 04 September 2012

    thank you, Imogen

    thank you, Imogen

  • starwhisper Thursday, 30 August 2012

    03. cocooned in the wolf i feel tiny. my hair swim...

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  • Imogen Saturday, 25 August 2012

    I keep coming back to the first three lines of thi...

    I keep coming back to the first three lines of this poem. Its beautifully structured and I like the elliptical intellectualism of 'ritualized viscera or cross-cultural mythological pollination'

  • Lulu Rose Wednesday, 22 August 2012

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  • Yajaira Tuesday, 21 August 2012

    (Late T_T) Her tears tasted of smoke when the to...

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  • victoria lee Tuesday, 21 August 2012

    day 3 - doctor blind (title is undecided, currentl...

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  • Imogen Monday, 20 August 2012

    Red part2 (an almost true story) Next time, if it...

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  • Molli Gould Monday, 20 August 2012

    Little Prince you arrived at my door like a lost c...

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  • Ashley Elizabeth Monday, 20 August 2012

    If wishing on stars actually worked I'd have m...

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  • Krista Monday, 20 August 2012

    in the past, i would have held your fragile frame ...

    in the past, i would have heldyour fragile frame close tomine as the woodsman hackedaway at the feeble skinand fur that protected usfrom the elementsin the past, i would havereassured youwith a whisper and a kissbefore transforming intoa near grown wolf pup,tearing out his chestdevouring his heart andfeeding you the restbut now i survivealone in a silent forest north of the village whereit always snows and themoon never visitsi stand in a dark kitchenstaring beyond a windowwaiting for a small,sickly child in red to trudgedown the overgrown pathbringing a basket of breadbut the child never comesand in the evening i’llhave built the courageand hunger to bake my own

  • Jenn Monday, 20 August 2012

    This Place Is Not For Us 1.The Secret Plan there...

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  • Jenn Monday, 20 August 2012

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  • Anonymous Monday, 20 August 2012

    The Bona Fide Beast Subtle lies shaped to imply T...

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  • anaisbelieve Monday, 20 August 2012

    3. i walked for hours with no destination the cano...

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  • francescalia Monday, 20 August 2012

    by jessa marie but this poem got deleted here it i...

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  • alice mae Monday, 20 August 2012

    I am starting a little late, but I will catch up t...

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  • Teddi Monday, 20 August 2012

    they nestled in was it a nest of love? young cling...

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  • Exitonpch Monday, 20 August 2012

    #3 My poem today won't be about ritualized vi...

    #3My poem today won't beabout ritualized viscera or cross-cultural mythological pollinationthough I suppose vicious giant wolves also roamed east Asiaand it won't be about serenity in the face, or gut, of misfortunewe won't delve into the lack of tooth marksclean faces despite bloodied limbsor the central spotlight on a heart-shaped embraceor even life, or deathfor what else is there amid gore, blood, terror, helplessness, being devoured whole by monsterstoo much even for weepingonly love

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